妈妈,生日快乐!

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     今天是国内的10月30日,妈妈,生日快乐!我知道,我在国外的境况会牵动我的家人,我很好,所以你要放心。妈妈也要乖,让女儿放心啊!你要照顾好自己,注意身体,没有我在旁边捣乱,要轻松不少吧,所以别让自己太操劳了。不过,也别总一个人呆着,和家人多聚聚,我现在是知道家庭的团聚是多么珍贵,你们在一起热闹,彼此照应,我才放心啊。
                                         萌萌爱你! 

The purest worship

It is a song which always strengthens me with passion, zeal and victory. 

圣洁的敬拜                                     The purest
worship

燃烧我们的心,来行走这地        We will march on
the land with burning hearts

带着祷告,宣告盼望                    We proclaim “Jesus
is Lord”

靠主耶稣圣名,行出真理            With never
ending prayer, we take this land

步步燃出,圣洁火焰                    Raise the banner
declaring hope

圣洁的敬拜                                    Give Him your
worship

爱主的精兵                                    The purest
worship

勇敢迈出福音的脚步                    With every song,
fill the streets with joy

向世界宣告,黑暗变荣耀日        Declare His
glory, the favour of our God

瘸腿要跳舞,瞎眼得看见            The lame will
dance, and the blind will see

洁净这地土,复兴要来临            Let revival
come, come down from heaven

不畏惧黑暗权势                            We believe and
speak His name

坚立于救恩磐石                            As we stand upon
the Rock

齐声向全地宣告                            We declare to
all nations

主的大能和救恩              Jesus Christ Son
of God


想想

    希望赶快熬过这段黑暗的日子。论文,论文,写文章让我觉得恶心。事情太多,压的我很吃力,脑袋不停的转,很多事赶着我。失眠有一个多月了,中间有过一段无比低谷的时候,从死亡里被拉出来,开心放松了一段时间,可当又一次坐在电脑前,面对巨山般的学习任务,我慌了,我很想逃。然而,我知道我不会,不可能,不能被打败。所以 ,坚持,爸爸说了,坚持就是胜 利!

    盼望曙光,也是我们该说再见的时候。一年半,一晃就过去。深挚的友谊才慢慢浮出水面,于是就当道别。五年前我是怎样?刚刚上大学,放下了所有沉重的负担,高考结束,作业不再成为噩梦,一切都是新的开始。我很兴奋。十年前,还在上初中,挺郁闷,那时的我和现在的我完全是两个不同的人。突然发现,我对过去的记忆如此模糊,过去的那个我,似乎也是那样陌生。我相信,人都在成长,人都有无限的潜力,人都有美好的善良,我感恩,我在成长,探索着我的潜力。那些曾经出现在我生命中的人,他们,我希望他们幸福。

Stream of Praise

我们爱,因神先爱我们,

We will
love, because He loved us first,

虽你我不一样,我们一路唱,走往祝福的方向。

God made us not the same but we are together
to sing a song of love.

我们爱,因神先爱我们,

We will love,
because He loved us first,

心再坚强也不要独自飞翔,只要微笑,只要原谅,有你爱的地方就是天堂。

No matter what we will choose to stay together, so we
will smile and we will forgive, for your love will bring us heaven on earth.

 

    终于在歌声中领受了盼望已久的“赞美之泉”Steam of Praise。他们已经有很多新歌,在国内时,我们唱的很多都是他们的歌曲。我正是在这些触动人心的歌曲中,经历神的同在与触摸;正是在这些歌曲中,同声敬拜赞美神。


一直喜欢这首歌


“差遣我”

“Send me,
Lord”

主告诉我,如何献上我的生命,带希望入人群中;

Tell me oh
Lord, how you want me to give your life, to the world where there is no hope;

主告诉我,如何付出我的关怀,将温暖带入世界。

Tell me oh Lord, how you want me to give your love, to the world where love went
cold.

我看到灵魂中的忧伤,孤独中人的心在角落颤抖,

Do you see
all the people sinking down? Don’t you see people aching in the darkness alone?

差遣我,差遣我,我愿付出我所有,差遣我到需要你的人群中,

Send me
Lord, send me Lord, I am willing to give all. Send me out to those who need
your hand.

充满我,充满我,用你爱来充满我,再一次紧握他们的手。

Fill me
Lord, fill me Lord, fill me with your love for all, reach your hand to hold
them once again

eyes

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I am a willful child;

I wanna blot out all the despaired;

I wanna paint windows all over the earth,

 so as to make the eyes which got used to darkness to be used to the light.

Grow up

时间总是如此残酷,我想留下岁月和童年,想留下那些单纯美好的记忆。

然而,在回首间都已物是人非。

一直不想长大,直到现在,依旧有那无法隔断的情结。

今天,看到一个朋友的照片,竟完全没有认出来。

有些小小惆怅,原来我们都在长大、改变。

现在,耳边总是有无数的声音谈婚论嫁,

我突然意识到,原来我早已不再是那群孩子中的一员。

长大,如贼般偷偷溜进我的生命。

今天,参加了"如何有效找工作"的讲座。

我早该意识到,我已长大,

不能永远在学校里无忧无虑,只顾读书和朋友玩乐;

我早该意识到,我已成人,

许多责任和重担,许多我曾经想都不愿想,或是不敢想的事,我要直面,我要担当。

我知道我不是Peter
Pan

我知道我不能飞向Neverland

总之,还是要长大,还是要成人。

我真的,真的需要更多的勇气。

Ruth’s letter (cite)

Ruth went to her mail box and there was
only one letter. She picked it up and looked at it before opening, but then she
looked at the envelope again. There was no stamp, no postmark, only her name
and address. She read the letter:


Dear Ruth:
I`m going to be in your neighborhood Saturday afternoon and I’d like to stop by
for a visit.
Love Always,
Jesus


Her hands were shaking as she placed the letter on the table. ‘Why would the
Lord want to visit me? I’m nobody special. I don’t have anything to offer.’ With
that thought, Ruth remembered her empty kitchen cabinets. ‘Oh my goodness, I
really don’t have anything to offer. I’ll have to run down to the store and buy
something for dinner.’ She reached for her purse and counted out its contents. Five
dollars and forty cents. Well, I can get some bread and cold cuts, at least.’ She
threw on her coat and hurried out the door. A loaf of French bread, a
half-pound of sliced turkey, and a carton of milk…leaving Ruth with grand
total twelve cents to last her until Monday. Nonetheless, she felt good as she
headed home, her meager offerings tucked under her arm. ‘Hey lady, can you help
us, lady?’ Ruth had been so absorbed in her dinner plans, she hadn’t even
noticed two figures huddled in the alleyway. A man and a woman, both of them
dressed in little more than rags. ‘Look lady, I ain’t got a job, ya know, and
my wife and I have been living out here on the street, and, well, now it’s
getting cold and we’re getting kinda hungry and, well, if you could help us.
Lady, we’d really appreciate it.’ Ruth looked at them both.They were dirty, they
smelled bad and frankly, she was certain that they could get some kind of work
if they really wanted to. ‘Sir, I’d like to help you, but I’m a poor woman myself..All
I have is a few cold cuts and some bread, and I’m having animportant guest for
dinner tonight and I was planning on serving thatto Him.’ ‘Yeah, well, okay
lady, I understand. Thanks anyway.’ The man put his arm around the woman’s shoulders,
turned and headed back into the alley. As she watched them leave, Ruth felt a familiar

twinge in her heart. ‘Sir, wait!’ The couple stopped and turned as she ran down
the alley after them. ‘Look, why don’t you take this food. I’ll figure out
something else to serve my guest.’ She handed the man her grocery bag. ‘Thank
you lady. Thank you very much!’ ‘Yes, thank you!’ It was the man’s wife, and
Ruth could see now that she was shivering ‘You know, I’ve got another coat at
home. Here, why don’t you take this one.’ Ruth unbuttoned her jacket and
slipped it over the
woman’s shoulders. Then smiling, she turned and walked back to the street…without
her coat and with nothing to serve her guest. ‘Thank you lady! Thank you very
much!’ Ruth was chilled by the time she reached her front
door, and worried too. The Lord was coming to visit and she didn’t have
anything to offer Him. She fumbled through her purse for the door key. But
as she did, she noticed another envelope in her mailbox. ‘That’s odd. The mailman
doesn’t usually come twice in one day.’

Dear Ruth:
It was so good to see you again. Thank you for the lovely meal. And thank you,
too, for the beautiful coat.
Love Always,
Jesus

The air was still cold, but even without her coat, Ruth no longer noticed.